When you are a child, turning 30 seems like a lifetime away. At 30 you picture yourself with a great job, great spouse and finally settled enough to think about children. Even in your early 20s you say to yourself, "By the time I am 30, I will have my life all figured out, right now I am still young, having fun and can make a couple of mistakes.
I am here to announce that 30 is NOT a lifetime away. In fact for me it's just 8 months and 8 days away to be exact! This damn number really sneaks upon a person. It feels like yesterday that I was 10, 15, 18, 21, 25 and hell 28 thinking about how my life would be at 30. NONE of the stuff I envision for my life has come to pass. I don't feel and I for sure do not look like a 30 year old. I still love my graphic tees, hood music blaring out my stereo in my car, eating cereal for dinner and damnit when I look in the mirror I do not see a 30 year old!
However the signs are there. While the hood music is blarring in my stereo, I actually pay attention to the words now instead of just the beat and wonder, "What the hell am I listening too?" When I am out with friends, we say to ourselves, "We are going to pay for this in the morning!" The most clear sign...."Back in my day...." or "When I was your age..." comes out of my mouth more times than I like it to.
Nevertheless, in eight months I will be 30 and in a lot of ways I feel like I have not lived life yet. I know 30 is not a death sentence, but I have not even scratched the surface of what I want with my life. During my adolescent and young adult years, I never once imagined myself to be without a career, broke with tons of debt and lastly unfit!
This is where this blog comes into play, I am going to use these next eight months to get to the place I want to be or at least at a good starting place.
So join me as I:
- Become spiritually stronger;
- Find a job in line to the career I want to be in;
- Get out of my financial hole; and
- Get to the weight that I can feel good about myself.
There we have it! If I can get these things together by September (not complete.... let's be realistic about this people! LOL), I probably will feel a little better about turning 30.
Join me because I am losing it! Weight and Debt that is!!!
Girl, I totally understand. I thought 30 was a lifetime away, then BAM. I was only months away from this milestone age. I wrote a similar blog post right before I turned 30 yrs old:
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Looking forward to your posts on this new blog.
Thanks for stopping by! I read your post and loved it!!
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